Moving into the Unknown

As an actor, finding a flexible job to support yourself financially while pursuing your passion can be a challenge. For 14 years, I worked as a server, but I was unhappy and unfulfilled. I wanted a job that would coincide with my acting career and give me a sense of purpose. However, with most jobs, you either have the free time but no money, or you have the money but no free time to take classes and seize opportunities.

Then the pandemic hit, and restaurants shut down, leaving me at a crossroads. I didn't have any income, but I also didn't want to go back to what I was doing. I spent months wondering what I wanted to do with my life. As the lock downs started coming to an end the film industry started slowly coming back, and an old friend who knew I was struggling, took a chance on me and hired me as a production assistant.

For those who may not know, a Production Assistant or PA is an entry-level position on a film set. PAs help with tasks such as running errands, setting up equipment, and assisting the crew in any way possible. I was terrible at it. But it allowed me to see other opportunities in the industry.

I remembered that I had worked in a theater costume shop in college. That was it! – costuming was something I could do! So, I started a new journey to get into film costuming.

The thought of starting a new career was scary. I didn't know if it would work out, or if I could even do it. But sometimes, we have to face the unknown to find our path in life. As an actor, I've learned that taking risks is necessary, and leaving my comfort zone has led to some of the most rewarding experiences of my life.

If you're in a similar position, feeling unfulfilled and wanting to pursue a passion, don't be afraid to take a chance. You may not know where it will lead you, but you'll never know if you don't try. Remember that being an artist is about taking risks and embracing the unknown. It's about creating your path and finding your sense of purpose.

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